Budilka časa

Not one more word tonight
between here and there.
We'll put a distance the size of the ocean
so now this heart can beat a skipping rhythm.
As the cadence carries me
I almost drift away.
Far enough to forget!
But when it comes you cannot hesitate
and when found I will write
an account and seal it in an envelope
addressed to your last known residence.
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And we sink, and we drown,
and what is lost can never be found.
Well, these arms did swim,
until the lungs pulled in.
Panic was lost in a deep understanding
that you will see what is wrong with everything,
what is wrong with you and me.
They make all the right reasons to fuck it up.
You're gonna fuck it up.

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Budilka na mobitelu mu je zvonila že pol ure. Vedno en in isti komad. Ker se je vsako jutro hotel zbuditi s tem opominom. Da se je vsako jutro ponovno spomnil na tisti dan.

Vstal se je, stuširal, spil kavo in kozarec viskija ter odšel v še en prazen, brezsmiseln dan.

Kdo ve, mogoče jo pa danes spozna.